drunk party girl photoshoot: part two

6.36am and i still have not slept.

thanks to fucking insomnia yesterday and stupid Baileys' which made falling asleep even more difficult, i finally fell asleep around 8am, and overslept monday classes.

now i have no idea how in the world am i going to survive 8fuckin hours of classes later. damnit tuesdays.

enough with rants, im just going to post part two of the pictures of my photoshoot.

part two are mostly of emo pictures.


because this is exactly how i feel right now.
half drunk. pissed. tired. depressed. and soul-less.

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oh and btw, i hope you guys like my new header because i really do! stay tuned for part three, of the 'prettier' and less emo pictures.

fuck this insomnia. can i please fall asleep already damnit? =(

drunk party girl photoshoot (sneak preview)

it's been a busy weekend but i just HAVE to blog right now!

remember i mentioned about a photoshoot?

it was actually a shoot for a fundraiser with the theme of a tired hungover party girl. i finally got the pictures and they turned out really really good!!! i loved the outcome of it and i hope you guys do too!!!

i'm still looking through the pictures but meanwhile, here's a quick sneak preview!

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one of my favs =)

there are tons more to come so do stick around!! =D

meanwhile, do check out their website HERE, and HERE. do support them because they are really awesome!

thanks to the photographers Denise and Alisya. and also to Andrea, Sarah and FennLing. you guys rock!!

how coffee fucks me up.

it's like 6.17am right now and i am still awake. thanks very much coffee. you fuck me up. i'm crazy tired but i cant sleep. my heart is pounding like mad. all kinds of nonsense going through my head. its raining now no wonder my back, neck and knees ache. am i getting old? ohno. i am not even 21 yet i dont want to die. oh wait i do.

gah, i have a ton of things to do and worry about. my emotions are overwhelming. i am having bad feeling about things. i cant get started on my assignments. insomnia makes me ramble rubbish. i need somebody to talk to but i am the only person in the world who is awake. i am stoned. i need another drink. i want to sleep goddamnit why was i such a smarty pants to have coffee in the first place.

okay i need to calm down. i am hungry now fml.

i wanna have loklok =(

i am simply going through my recent photos in hopes that pictures of food will suppress my crazy cravings.

toytoy love is asleep on my bed and i dont wanna wake him up though i really need to pee. dogs are light sleepers and i love him to the bits.

sigh. i miss my equally vain soulmate love like mad =(



make me laugh. i am depressed over coffee. seriously.

"okay drama queen knock it off. "
"it's not me, blame the coffee."

i just love how blonde and happy i look in this picture.

-out.

run me down

i'm fuckin upset with how everything is becoming. i'm trying to solve this tangled mess here. can you please just stop acting like a kid and saying stupid things out of your anger and resentment? it pisses me off because it is hurtful. you think you're the only one who's suffocated, tired and upset with this broken family? argh. fuck it. since you want a way out, fine. everyone should just die.

i'm fine being lonely ever after with my one love.

christmas and new year at a glance.

before i forget, my sidebar does not seem to appear. do you guys see it though?


i actually promised myself i'll not update/ online until i finish my assignments but fml here i am. just a quick glance of my christmas and new year before it gets so overdued, chucked in a corner and forgotten completely.

christmas eve at times square.

other than the fact that i usually go for christmas countdowns, i dont actually celebrate christmas. no turkey-and-champagne dinner or gift exchange. my life sucks like that i know.

but L got me a Ralph Lauren set and a Guess bracelet AND made me feel like an asshole because....




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well, because i really am. =.=





For him.

woohoo. i look tall =)




just a quick pixlog of the second half of my Christmas eve, since the first half before countdown was spent working. so yeah.

outfit of the day. tight red tube dress with lace trimmings and lace back =)

guess who was my christmas date?


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my one and only irene love =)

my drinking buddies came over to countdown at gsix but because i was busy working before midnight, by the time i was free, some of them left already =(

that peace sign is not my finger. i dont do lala peace signs tqvm.



more camwhoring with xmas hats. it only happens once a year what.

oh dont be fooled by her innocent looks =)





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*party like a rock star*

*put your hands up in the air*

hahaha lala peace sign wtf.

crap it was supposed to be a group picture but i unintentionally cut off everyone and focus on my irene love only =.=

May, on the left. drinking buddy from 2008. oh how time flies =)



my soulmate love, i'm glad i found you too =)

and i wanna rock the rest of my life with you because you complete me! muahhh~






New year Eve.

casual outfit of the day.

last dinner of 2010 at The Spread, Gardens Residences.

the buffet spread was not very extensive, good enough though. a lil overpriced for the published rate of rm168 per pax, if you ask me. but then again it's hotel standard so yeah.

i chose gravlax, smoked salmon and raw scallops as starters.

soup as appetizers. wild mushroom on the left and crabroe-sea cucumber on the right.

my rojak platter of sashimi, pasta & broccoli salad, cold mushrooms, roasted lamb and prime beef ribs with cranberry sauce =)

raw lobster, oyster and mussels on the left
french desserts and cakes on the right yum.

more desserts FML. sesame ice cream with nuts, cakes, cookies and dried fruits.

okay my diet fail completely la fml. aih. i'm such a sucker for buffets. =(




spent new year eve working. exactly like last year. but i did not even sell half the amount of bottles i managed to sell last year fml. this year though, i did not get to watch the fireworks from the timber deck. =( i have always had a soft spot for fireworks as it always makes me all mushy teary romantic inside.

2010 passed with a blink of eye.

it had not been the best year because lots of shit happened. accidents, betrayal, departures, and responsibilities all came at once. but it made me stronger and a happier person. i hope 2011 would be better =)

i ushered in the new year of 2011 with the release of hundreds of balloons, people cheering and confetti blast in the club.

WOOOOTTTSS!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!!!

slacking off and enjoying new year celebration with Mini =)

i'm not gonna bother with new year resolutions. because i dont stick to them anyway fml. but i will TRY to be a better, happier, stronger and more matured person.


happy new year again! *hugs and kisses*

goodnight all =) i'm super lazy to go back to classes tomorrow sigh.