LuvergalViv

finally
after a full whole day of being moody and
wondering
dreaming
waiting
hoping
thinking
anticipating
his message finally came
sometimes i just wonder
whether he even thinks about me
whether my face crosses his mind
whether he would notice my absense throughout his hectic day
whether he would wish i was with him
whether he would even bother to read this... ...

sometimes i just wish
he would open up a little bit
let me know him more
let me know what goes through his mind
let me feel what he feels in his heart
and prove to me
that he isnt as heartless and stone cold as i potray him to be
cause i feel so distant even when he's next to me...