Monday, October 27, 2008

i thought i was fine
i woke up today
bathed and wanted to get ready to go out
for lunch and shopping
it caught me
i was overwhelmed with sudden hatred towards myself
overwhelmed with tears i could not control
i couldnt bear to see myself in the mirror
i couldnt even find any outfit that was right
no matter how much make up i plastered on
the sight was just hideous
god please take this awful feeling away
i dont wanna live this way...

1 comment:

雨银 said...

hey sweetie..

r u alright??
take k ok??
dun b such -ve k...