missing him so badly

i miss him so badly
i need him so much in my life
that it hurts
=(
i have no idea when we will meet again
probably in a few months time
i haven't seen him for less than a week
and i'm dying already
how are these few months gonna pass me by
fast and pain-free?
i've never missed and needed someone this much
part of me just wants to grab my stuff and get to him
stay with him and give up everything else forever
but of course
i'm still sane
i just can't stop thinking and weighing the consequences if i jump in and follow my heart
i just want to be with him
life's a bitch without him
by my side